I used to wonder - why do some of the people get paid so much of salary and how some kind of jobs never get a good compensation. Once when I was younger , one day i met a student of my father. He was drawing 80000 salary at that time. bigg amount , I thought. Once in software, I realised that all we need is luck. This april my salary was 4261 pounds which has to translate to 2 lakh 80 thousand rupees a month..pheeewwwww

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I saw from one of my friends orkut album - "because there is only one 'first onsite'"..Yes its special. And I was so lucky I landed in UK in the best time of the year, and right into the middle of london. Every big spot is just a walk away from my apartment. (Its just a short and sweet short term onsite of just 1 month :()

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I have been always proud of my ethics always - professional or personal. Honesty is the best policy and Humour sense can make up for situations when you can be pathetic if honest. I have respected peoples time and appreciated their smallest of assistances. And the biggest positive I see inside of me is , I have the ability to forgive. To keep silent even when angry and to eventually forgive.
I am not afraid of change , I am humble yet not ashamed to advertise myself(which is written all over this webpage). I am an artist of sweeping under the carpet. I can make friends with new people in 30 seconds and even then keep a distance so that nobody can hurt me. I dont care for anybody.. But I am afraid of this and want to check the cold bloodedness. I get drunk from small amounts of alcohol, capacity is dropping by the day,which will help to save money..

I can be totally and intentionally carried away but after 15 minutes I come down to normal. I boast I tease I talk arrogant but only when I am sure my friend doesnt mind the arrogance and is happy for me. I can be jealous and conspiring but I can forgive.. I am money minded and stingy but I can also spend unexpectedly.. I remember tiniest details of people. I can make people happy.

I can make people happy but what I always want is to make myself happy. If only you wear the life jacket yourself, you can save others.

I pray sincerely and my eyes get filled unexpectedly when I watch elder people praying in a good friday Tamil way of cross. My eyes start pouring when I see will smith saying "..and this part of my life, this little part .. is happiness"

I love life in all its flavour. There will be succeess, failure ,love, forgetfulness, hatred, mislearnings, faithlessness, blessings, ingratitude, summer,rain, good filter coffee, attacking ganguly innings' RECORDINGS , good books, better music, tasty chicken al faham, black coffee in the evening , raining nights when I feel high.. more absurd and honest blogs..